Sea of Loneliness

Sea of Loneliness 

Green eyes made for a heavy heart

My stomach clenched

My face heated from anger

 Why does he do this to me?

  He gets under my skin.

He acts like what he’s doing is innocent

I walk by them clenched teeth, and tightened jaw.

Neither of them notices

They both don’t care

Him and her

Even when I saw him first

I loved him first

Yet she maybe better

Or better yet her love is newer

However nowhere near as sweet and genuine

I question: How can he love a love that isn’t mine?

Lust has circled us for all this time

Now that he could grab what’s rightful his

Put us both out of our misery with a wash of satisfaction and release

He acts as if my love is secondary

This new suitor has big blue eyes

He must’ve gotten lost in them

And forgotten

So as I walk by swiftly with a broken heart

I try not to stare … because

Nothing was really there in the first place

Just two young kids

Hormones raging

Scared to make a move

Scared to get hurt

I was so slow to move

That he side stepped and I missed being able to pull him into my arms

I’ve fallen into a sea of loneliness