Showing posts with label FSOG. Show all posts
Showing posts with label FSOG. Show all posts

Friday, July 31, 2015

Tammy's Baby and other Black and Grey thoughts ...



Okay so I have been juggling with this idea in my head for sometime.  I can't decide if and when Tamera will end up pregnant.  Part of me feels like if I make her pregnant now it will follow the FSOG story too closely.  I personally know that if I were Tam I wouldn't want to get pregnant right away ...

I have idea of how it will go down (I won't spoil it by telling in case I decide to use it.) I think the next five chapters or so of Black and Grey are going to be really good but I promised myself I would work on another Fanfiction first in order to be fair to the others.  I have been very B&G focused.

I will share this if you are reading The Young Adventures of Ted and His Tam the next few chapter will make more sense to you.

Black and Grey Confessions ...

Ted and Tam weren't supposed to get together as quickly as they did in B&G2

It was supposed to be a racial thing with Ana and Tam but I was advised not to get into that so I changed it.  (Most of the time I regret it)  More of Tam's family was supposed to be utilized but I didn't because I felt the story was straying into using more of my original characters than those who were in the actual book.

The whole idea for Black & Grey stemmed from this question:

What if Christian Grey dated a black woman?

But Tam herself wasn't a typical black woman. (Or at least I don't consider her a stereotypical black woman).  So much so that I don't think her race really even matters in the book.

Originally, Gina was going to be the cause of everything going on but I changed it.  It seemed too predictable.

Tamera is the most "Mary Sue" character I ever created I gave her a few of my issues on steroids because I needed to work through them plus I feel it gave her more character.  It made her real.

I wanted Ted to be Prince Charming ... but a little spoiled and rich. Sometimes I think he doesn't have enough character without Tam.  I could actually fix that with a few drabbles.

There will not be a B&G3, I made this decision this week.  After B&G is over I will post drabbles but no more fanfiction after I have completed my WIP (at least that's what I'm saying today lol).

I think that's it!!!!  


Sunday, November 9, 2014

Getting Ready for Some Taddy Writing!

Look at the awesome picture one of my readers sent me for my birthday.  It's a pic of Tam's parents.  I didn't even think to look for a picture of them together.  They are actually filming together now.  I really called this one they look great together :-)


So let me know are you still enjoying Black and Grey 2?  I hope you are because it is one of my favorite stories I've written.

Tuesday, September 9, 2014

Did I tell You?

Some of my works are now on WattPad for your view pleasure!



  • Black and Grey 
  • Black and Grey 2
  • What Was Left Behind
  • Release Me 
  • Wide Awake
  • The Pack 
  • Love and Vanilla is the Flavor
  • and More to come ...

Friday, September 20, 2013

Fanfiction is Busted: Black and Grey Spoiler

Since Fanfiction.com is down for right.  I want to treat everyone who is reading Black and Grey 2 to a little spoiler.  Disclaimer:  I don't own the Fifty Shades Trilogy and this is for people 18++

Chapter Five:  Candy and Crossed Legs
Royal Theatres Cinema 10:10PM
Death Sentence 4 was true to form one of the goriest movies that Tam had ever seen.  It amazed her that Ted still thought these types of movies were awesome.  She’d seen the rest of the Death Sentence movies with him it was only fitting that she see the last of the series even if she had her eyes closed through most of it.  Tam loved going to the movies mainly for all the junk you got to eat when you went.  She loved the neon sour worms.  She loved to suck the sour off them until they were regular gummies. She watched the as the girl went screaming through the woods she was heading straight toward the abandoned warehouse exactly where the villain does all his killing.  Tam shook her head as she chastised the character. Why did they always run into the woods?  No one can help them if they are out in the middle of nowhere.
“I wish you would eat it already,” Teddy whispered as he took her box of gummy worms away.  “You’re too old to be playing with your food.”
“You should be watching the movie instead of concerning yourself with what I’m putting my mouth,” Tam whispered and just to be a smart ass she continued to play with the gummy longer than she normally would have.  Ted narrowed his eyes at her, this time she was this time she was trying to get under his skin. 
“Hmmm hmmm yummy,” Tam said in a play voice as she finally decided to chew and swallow. 
“Glad you’re enjoying yourself,” Ted said dryly as went back to watching the movie and Tam snickered to herself. She noticed that Ted tried to discretely reposition himself in his pants. She could still see the swell and for some reason just knowing that he felt way affected her too.  She wasn’t happy about it; she felt it was proof that no matter how “normal” or platonic they tried to behave there was still this energy between them that wouldn’t go away.  She shifted away from the armrest they were sharing and focused on the movie since Ted had taken her candy. 
“Here if it means that much to you,” Ted said as he handed her candy back.  He thought he’d made her made but it wasn’t him it was the situation in general.  Tam didn’t want to be here she wanted to be locked away somewhere with him naked under covers but due to recent events she didn’t think it was possible.
“Thanks,” Tam said dryly as she took the candy box.  After a few minutes Ted scooted over closer to Tam’s seat. 
“Lean over this way so we can share,” he order and she obliged him.  She actually gotten back into the movie and wasn’t really thinking about her proximity to him. 
“Oh shit!” Tam jumped her seat as the villain smashed some guy’s head in with a sledge hammer.  She nudged Ted.  “That’s too much … ugh!” She shivered and then shielded her eyes laying her head on Ted’s shoulder.  “Tell me when it’s over!”  Ted chuckled now this was familiar Tam has always been squeamish at the sight of blood and guts and he always thought it was funny how she reacted.  That’s why he brought her to these things for a good laugh.
“It’s over,” he whispered and Tam looked up at him.  He was really, really close and his lips they were so close she wanted to taste them and she knew she couldn’t possibly be doing a good job of masking that emotion.  She was thankful for the dark maybe it kept her secret.  She went to shift away but Teddy wrapped his arm around her shoulder.  It was horrible and great at the same time.  How was she supposed to cool down her hormones with him sitting so close and smelling as delicious as he did?  What’s worst was he was using her thumb to caress her upper arm.  Her whole body was tense she didn’t know how she was going to make it through the whole movie at this rate.  Her heart was beating so fast and there seemed like there wasn’t enough air in the room. 
“Can I have some?” Ted leaned towards her and whispered. 
“Excuse me?” Tam sounded indignant and Ted arched his eyebrow at her.
“The candy?” Tam had forgotten that she was even holding the candy but had a firm grip on it.  She handed Teddy the box. 
“You can have the rest.  I don’t want anymore.” Tam tried to swallow back her emotion but it was already too late.  Her emotions and desire had created that dull yet undeniable ache between her legs.  She was uncomfortable; she was too close and not close enough at the same time.  She crossed her legs so she could press her thighs together and rotated her ankle slowly causing the contraction of her thigh muscles to help relieve some of her pressure.  She discretely exhaled and tried to focus on the movie but her little trick that normally worked seemed to make the problem worst instead of better.  She felt herself building toward that feeling and even though she wanted to stop herself she couldn’t.  Self control was what she needed and she didn’t have not a single bit of it.  To top things off they were showing a sex scene in the movie.  The guy was behind his girl friend drilling her from behind.  Normally this would be something that Tam closed her eyes on but her mind went to work.  She wondered what that position felt like.  She enjoyed the sound being made from the girl’s behind meeting her boyfriend’s pelvis. 
“I know what you’re doing,” Teddy whispered and nuzzled his nose against her ear. Tam jumped and tried to move away from him but he gripped her tighter.  “Naughty, naughty little Tam would you like some help?”

****  This is not the full chapter so if you want to know the ending you will have to read it on fanfiction.com (when I get the opportunity to post it!)