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Compromise: A Black and Grey Moment

Author’s Note: This was for all of you who may have been wondering what happened with Teddy and Tam hit the tub the night Teddy confronted Ben about his feeling for Tam. Give it a read if you were curious.

A Black and Grey Moment: Compromise

Teddy sat in his tub with his prized possession wrapped tightly in his arms. Tam rested her head back against his shoulder and closed her eyes. She didn’t know if the warmth of the water of the nearness of Teddy that made all the stress of the day disappear. She sighed deeply and inhaled the lavender scents of the bubbles surrounding her. Teddy kissed her shoulder and the crook of her neck.

“What are you thinking about Tam Cake?” Teddy murmured against her skin and it made her tingle all over.

“I’m trying my best to think about anything. I just want to focus on how I feel right now in this moment,” she answered honestly without even bothering to opens her eyes.

“So what are you feeling?” Teddy asked because he just wanted to hear her voice. It seemed like they hadn’t talked much that day.

“I feel comfortable, relaxed, safe, and … this is extremely corny Teddy,” she teased. Teddy hunched his shoulders indifferent to her accusation. He gathered her hands in his.

“If you can’t be corny with me, who can you be corny with?” He chuckled and she did too.

“True enough. I feel loved and adored. Be careful you may spoil me and I will expect this type of behavior from you all the time,” she warned before turning around so she could face him. She viewed her fiancé who sat their wet and amazingly naked. Teddy scooted towards her and placed her in his lap, their nakedness touching. He engaged her in a long, slow, passionate kiss. She smoothed her hands along the sides of his face. A low groaned escaped Teddy as he pulled her closer to him and tried to become even more intense.

“Teddy,” she breathed as she pulled way. He tried to kiss her again and she dodged. “I was serious about us waiting … it’s only for a few days.”

“I was seriously about thinking that idea is stupid Tam! Can’t you feel how much I need you baby?” He murmured in that voice that let Tam know he wasn’t going to let her protest without a fight. Teddy’s hard on was brushing against Tam in the most indecent way. She gasped and tried to fight the urges being stirred within her.

“Teddy please, you don’t think it would be even a little romantic if we were to wait. It will be new to us all over again on our wedding night. I think that would be pretty special.” Teddy moved against tauntingly as she spoke.

“I think it could be pretty romantic right now. You remember the first time we took a bath together and how eager you were to please me? You straddled me much like you’re straddling me right now. I’m sure that we could have a little wet sex like what you hoping for that night. Now that you’re more experienced we could most definitely make it work.” He kissed her neck and cupped her breasts in his hands before squeezing them. Tam let out a hiss of satisfaction.

“Teddy,” moaned. She thought quickly. “We need a compromise, you got anything,” she panted. Teddy leaned her back just enough so that he would have better access to placing her left nipple in his mouth. He teased it with his tongues and grazed it a coupled times with teeth.

“Oh shit,” she whispered.

“That’s right give in to me baby,” Teddy murmured before switching his attention over to her right breast. Tam found herself easily falling under Ted’s spell. Her hand traveled below her navel to her center to try to soothe the ache that Teddy had caused. He watched as she played with herself to a few seconds before her pulling her hand up out of the water.

“No, no Tam Cake, that’s my toy you can’t play with!” He teased as he sucked on her fingers that had just been drenched in Tam’s essence. Tam’s eyes became hooded as she watched Teddy suck on her fingers. He smirked at her before kissing each one of her knuckles. He could see the conflict mingled with the lust in Tam’s hazel eyes. “Turn around baby,” he whispered. Tam did as he directed her back was now against his chest. Teddy allowed his work Tammy into quite the frenzy and he leisurely made his way down to where her fingers were recently playing. As soon as his fingers reached her center she let out a small whimper.

“I know baby,” he whispered.

“Do you really?” Tam breathed. “Do you know what you do to me?” She turned his head so she would have better access to his lips. As they kissed Teddy began to relentlessly crush his fingers into Tam.

“Ah, ah shit!” She yelled as she broke their kiss. Teddy continued his rigorously thrust into she collapsed against him fully sated. They lay in the water silent for a few moments.

“Teddy?”

“Yeah?”

“The water’s getting cold. You wanna get out and then maybe I can think of a way to return the favor?” Tam said as dragged herself from off top of him and exited the tub.

“I like the way you think Ms. Black,” Teddy teased.

“Anything for you Mr. Grey.” She winked at him and sashayed out of the bathroom and into the bedroom.

I Am Ana

Check out this article I wrote about Fifty Shades called I Am Ana

Fanfiction is Busted: Black and Grey Spoiler

Since Fanfiction.com is down for right.  I want to treat everyone who is reading Black and Grey 2 to a little spoiler.  Disclaimer:  I don't own the Fifty Shades Trilogy and this is for people 18++

Chapter Five:  Candy and Crossed Legs

Royal Theatres Cinema 10:10PM

Death Sentence 4 was true to form one of the goriest movies that Tam had ever seen.  It amazed her that Ted still thought these types of movies were awesome.  She’d seen the rest of the Death Sentence movies with him it was only fitting that she see the last of the series even if she had her eyes closed through most of it.  Tam loved going to the movies mainly for all the junk you got to eat when you went.  She loved the neon sour worms.  She loved to suck the sour off them until they were regular gummies. She watched the as the girl went screaming through the woods she was heading straight toward the abandoned warehouse exactly where the villain does all his killing.  Tam shook her head as she chastised the character. Why did they always run into the woods?  No one can help them if they are out in the middle of nowhere.

“I wish you would eat it already,” Teddy whispered as he took her box of gummy worms away.  “You’re too old to be playing with your food.”

“You should be watching the movie instead of concerning yourself with what I’m putting my mouth,” Tam whispered and just to be a smart ass she continued to play with the gummy longer than she normally would have.  Ted narrowed his eyes at her, this time she was this time she was trying to get under his skin. 

“Hmmm hmmm yummy,” Tam said in a play voice as she finally decided to chew and swallow. 

“Glad you’re enjoying yourself,” Ted said dryly as went back to watching the movie and Tam snickered to herself. She noticed that Ted tried to discretely reposition himself in his pants. She could still see the swell and for some reason just knowing that he felt way affected her too.  She wasn’t happy about it; she felt it was proof that no matter how “normal” or platonic they tried to behave there was still this energy between them that wouldn’t go away.  She shifted away from the armrest they were sharing and focused on the movie since Ted had taken her candy. 

“Here if it means that much to you,” Ted said as he handed her candy back.  He thought he’d made her made but it wasn’t him it was the situation in general.  Tam didn’t want to be here she wanted to be locked away somewhere with him naked under covers but due to recent events she didn’t think it was possible.

“Thanks,” Tam said dryly as she took the candy box.  After a few minutes Ted scooted over closer to Tam’s seat. 

“Lean over this way so we can share,” he order and she obliged him.  She actually gotten back into the movie and wasn’t really thinking about her proximity to him. 

“Oh shit!” Tam jumped her seat as the villain smashed some guy’s head in with a sledge hammer.  She nudged Ted.  “That’s too much … ugh!” She shivered and then shielded her eyes laying her head on Ted’s shoulder.  “Tell me when it’s over!”  Ted chuckled now this was familiar Tam has always been squeamish at the sight of blood and guts and he always thought it was funny how she reacted.  That’s why he brought her to these things for a good laugh.

“It’s over,” he whispered and Tam looked up at him.  He was really, really close and his lips they were so close she wanted to taste them and she knew she couldn’t possibly be doing a good job of masking that emotion.  She was thankful for the dark maybe it kept her secret.  She went to shift away but Teddy wrapped his arm around her shoulder.  It was horrible and great at the same time.  How was she supposed to cool down her hormones with him sitting so close and smelling as delicious as he did?  What’s worst was he was using her thumb to caress her upper arm.  Her whole body was tense she didn’t know how she was going to make it through the whole movie at this rate.  Her heart was beating so fast and there seemed like there wasn’t enough air in the room. 

“Can I have some?” Ted leaned towards her and whispered. 

“Excuse me?” Tam sounded indignant and Ted arched his eyebrow at her.

“The candy?” Tam had forgotten that she was even holding the candy but had a firm grip on it.  She handed Teddy the box. 

“You can have the rest.  I don’t want anymore.” Tam tried to swallow back her emotion but it was already too late.  Her emotions and desire had created that dull yet undeniable ache between her legs.  She was uncomfortable; she was too close and not close enough at the same time.  She crossed her legs so she could press her thighs together and rotated her ankle slowly causing the contraction of her thigh muscles to help relieve some of her pressure.  She discretely exhaled and tried to focus on the movie but her little trick that normally worked seemed to make the problem worst instead of better.  She felt herself building toward that feeling and even though she wanted to stop herself she couldn’t.  Self control was what she needed and she didn’t have not a single bit of it.  To top things off they were showing a sex scene in the movie.  The guy was behind his girl friend drilling her from behind.  Normally this would be something that Tam closed her eyes on but her mind went to work.  She wondered what that position felt like.  She enjoyed the sound being made from the girl’s behind meeting her boyfriend’s pelvis. 

“I know what you’re doing,” Teddy whispered and nuzzled his nose against her ear. Tam jumped and tried to move away from him but he gripped her tighter.  “Naughty, naughty little Tam would you like some help?”

****  This is not the full chapter so if you want to know the ending you will have to read it on fanfiction.com (when I get the opportunity to post it!)