Dear World,
I am A.J. and I am alone. I think you believe I am meant to stay this way. I am writing to tell you I am getting older and I need companionship. I don't what shields are blocking friends, intimacy, and all the other things normal humans experience from me? I don't know if you are the cause or if I am. I just felt I should vent to you because of lack of anyone to talk to. So World, I have been put here to be the ultimate submissive. Everyone in my life seems to want to led me in their direction. The control me and I let them due to past failures.
But World you don't understand and neither do they ... I have a mind. I have a desire to see and feel. I have a desire for friends. REAL friends. I have plenty of people to make nice with on the surface. I want people to miss me when I am gone. People to text me when I disappear. People who care. World, why doesn't anybody care?
Why isn't my personality enough for at least friendship?
Everybody leaves...
Oh well hopefully, one day you will share some answers with me. You know where I will be.
Sincerely,
A.J.
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Friday, July 31, 2015
Sunday, September 7, 2014
Dear Him
Dear Him,
You know who you are. I don't know how this happened. I guess it was just me wishfully thinking that God laid you aside for me. When I look upon you I see ... perfection.
Everything I've every wanted. I just want to know you and every time I think maybe you feel it too I feel let down.
Please know that I'm not a toy. Please don't play with me ... not my emotions anyway. What I want is simple. Our time together is running short. I just want a sign that you may be interested in meeting me. We should start slow just to see if when we both come out of our shell our we people that we'd even want to interact with. I think it will hurt me greatly to have to leave that place and to never know what you were thinking in regards to me.
I wish I had the time to move slow. I just want to give you my number. Just in case you're curious too.
But deep down I know that it's something I will never do ...
So Mr. Him, know that there was this woman who wanted you more than anything and that she literally ached to get to know you. She's not crazy she just extremely sigh and doesn't want to be hurt. So writing this here is the best she can do.
Good luck in everything you do and I will miss you.
AJ
You know who you are. I don't know how this happened. I guess it was just me wishfully thinking that God laid you aside for me. When I look upon you I see ... perfection.
Everything I've every wanted. I just want to know you and every time I think maybe you feel it too I feel let down.
Please know that I'm not a toy. Please don't play with me ... not my emotions anyway. What I want is simple. Our time together is running short. I just want a sign that you may be interested in meeting me. We should start slow just to see if when we both come out of our shell our we people that we'd even want to interact with. I think it will hurt me greatly to have to leave that place and to never know what you were thinking in regards to me.
I wish I had the time to move slow. I just want to give you my number. Just in case you're curious too.
But deep down I know that it's something I will never do ...
So Mr. Him, know that there was this woman who wanted you more than anything and that she literally ached to get to know you. She's not crazy she just extremely sigh and doesn't want to be hurt. So writing this here is the best she can do.
Good luck in everything you do and I will miss you.
AJ
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