Dear Heart

It is time to move on already!  I know you think that you control everything and just because you want it we should obtain it.  The pain you are causing us it too much for me to process on a daily basis.  So please being the process of handling rejection so that we can move on from this matter.  I know you and how you like to hang onto the littlest glimmer of hope.  However, there's absolutely nothing to hang onto in this case.  Please stop reminding us all of how beautiful He is.  His image has been downloaded into the memory bank plenty of times.  Trust me we all know how beautiful He is.

You are causing the Libido to go insane and causing other organs (I'd rather not mention) to ache.

Your admiration for Him is one sided and is borderline obsessive.  We need to get back to normal business of daily grind and forward movement.  The rest us are ready to say goodbye to the memory of Him.  It's time to get on the same page.

Sincerely

Brain

Dear Him

Dear Him,

You know who you are.  I don't know how this happened.  I guess it was just me wishfully thinking that God laid you aside for me.  When I look upon you I see ... perfection.

Everything I've every wanted.  I just want to know you and every time I think maybe you feel it too I feel let down.

Please know that I'm not a toy.  Please don't play with me ... not my emotions anyway.  What I want is simple.  Our time together is running short.  I just want a sign that you may be interested in meeting me.  We should start slow just to see if when we both come out of our shell our we people that we'd even want to interact with.  I think it will hurt me greatly to have to leave that place and to never know what you were thinking in regards to me.

I wish I had the time to move slow.  I just want to give you my number. Just in case you're curious too.

But deep down I know that it's something I will never do ...

So Mr. Him, know that there was this woman who wanted you more than anything and that she literally ached to get to know you.  She's not crazy she just extremely sigh and doesn't want to be hurt.  So writing this here is the best she can do.

Good luck in everything you do and I will miss you.

AJ

For Him

This is something I wrote before I found out he was kind talkin' to somebody.  Even though it really sucks I did get a really good poem out of it .. 

I'm sure how to read you

All I can be sure of is

All the things you don't do ...

You don't talk to me

You don't even look at me

It leads me to believe 

You are not the one for me 

Even though I want to be 

Wrapped up in your everything.

Just some silly ramblings by a girl with insecurities 

That wants to be the one you need 

But would never believe you could want me .... 

I dream about you constantly 

You wake me from my haunting dreams

And make it impossible for me to sleep

It's sad because we never speak

All it takes is one simple thing

Just take one good look at me

It's enough to make the same old thing 

Keep happening ...

I don't want to want you 

Not unless you want me too

I guess there's nothing I can do

 But wait until I"m done with you or hope to fall for someone new.