Sunday, June 23, 2013

The Pack

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The Pack



They’re on their honey moon now, committing all sorts of unnatural acts. I was stuck here in the dark and rain trying to figure out how she could love someone like Edward.  She didn’t think twice about me and now I’m here in my dad’s garage hiding from the world.  I’ve never been for crowds but lately I’d been even more closed off.  I felt like a failure.  I failed to make her see that my love was so much better than his.  I would’ve sacrificed my life for her and part of me knew that I still would.  I cracked open one of my dad’s beers; I took the whole six pack out there with me.  I needed to mellow, I was tired of phasing every night.  I wanted to move on but I was stuck.  I drank the beer three gulps and in it was gone.  I crushed the can in my hand and threw it to the ground.  I sunk down and rested my back against my car. 
“Number two,” I mumbled as I started on my next can.  Then I smelled it, a familiar perfume.  It was sweet and belonged to a woman that the whole world called bitter.  “Go away,” I griped.  Everybody had been coming by to cheer me up but I’d avoided them all.  Leah was unexpected, I figured that she wouldn’t have cared because she couldn’t stand Bella.  She was probably just here to rub it in or to tell me that I’d dodged a bullet.  She came around to the side of the car and stood in front of me dripping wet with her hands on her hips.  She wore a black summer dress that now clung to her body.  She huffed and rolled her eyes and sat down beside me. 
“What are you doing here?” I asked. 
“I’d phased and got caught in the rain.  Your house was the one I was closest to.  I needed a place to hide out for a while,” she explained.  She grabbed one of my beers without asking and opened it.  “You still moping over Bella?” She asked as she twisted her head only a little barely giving me any eye contact. 
“Fuck you Leah,” I whispered. 
“That’d be a yes,” she chuckled.  “You know I find it odd that everyone’s treating you nicely about your heart being broken and you weren’t even with Bella.  I lost Sam and I’m a bitch for not letting go.  I hate to tell you this Jacob but you’re acting like a bitch.”  I choked on my beer and burst into laughter.
“You may have a point,” I confessed. 
“We should make a pack to get over this together. We are both to damn good and hot to be suffering!” Leah raised her beer and clinked it against mine.  I looked at the small smile on her face and the sadness in her eyes and I realized the same emotion in me.  She was right why should we both suffer. 
“I have something better that could heal us both,” I murmured and scooted closer to her.  I needed to feel something other than hurt.  I found myself breathing heavier as I approached her and leaned my forehead against hers. 
“Jake, are you sure you wanna do this?” She whispered.  There were no more words to be said, there were only lips hers and mine touching.  This was much better than moping this was excellent.  She twisted her hands in my hairs and moaned.  She crawled into my lap and straddled me. I ran my hands along the sides of her body.  I went to kiss her again but she pulled away.  “This is madness,” she exclaimed. 
“I know but it feels go right?” She nodded, smirked and she kissed me once more. “Yeah I guess there are worse guys to be insane over.” She lifted her dress over her head.  I’d seen Leah naked in my head several times thinks to the damned mind link but in person her flesh was far more alluring.  All she had on was her pink panties.  I think that I was mesmerized by the mere sight of her and a little baffled at what I was supposed to do next.  “You’ve never seen a naked girl before have you?  Sometimes I forget I’m a bit older than you.” 
“Only by a couple of years,” murmured as I hesitantly reached out and smoothed my hand over her stomach.  I started circling the area around her belly button.  “You are really, really beautiful Leah.” She scoffed and rolled her eyes. 
“You’re only saying that because I’m practically naked in your lap.  If I hadn’t here come today you’d still be thinking I’m a bitter harpy like the rest of them.” She mumbled. 
“I never thought like the rest of them.  I did think it was wrong that you exposed all of the other’s faults but I understood your heart Leah.  Just like you understand how I’m feeling now.” I ran my fingers along her jaw line.  She closed her eyes and enjoyed the feel of my touch.  She opened her eyes and the fire of lust raged within them.
“Lift your arms.” I did as she told me and she lifted my shirt over my head.  She wrapped herself around me like a scarf.  She sat in my arms for the longest time chest to chest.  As our hearts beat together I felt as though my heart new it wasn’t alone.  I took her hand in my and watched as I intertwined our fingers.  I looked at her and she was staring at me.  “Nobody’s ever been this gentle with me,” she whispered.  Her look saddened and my heart felt like it was breaking for her.  I took her face in my hands and kissed her again. 
“How far did you want to go Leah?” I whispered the question that was blaring in my head.  We were sitting here almost naked.
“All the way Jake, I don’t want to feel anything but you.” 
“Right here?” I asked in disbelief. 
“I don’t care.  This isn’t about romance, it’s about salvation of sorts.  Save me Jacob.”  She lay down on the rough floor and was ready to give herself to me, but something about this moment this space was wrong. I lifted her into my arms. 
“Not here,” I murmured.  I carried her quickly back into my room.  Luckily my dad was still asleep and he didn’t catch a glimpse of her nakedness. I lay her down on my bed and then removed my pants.  I wanted to ask her if she was sure again, but she removed her panties and playfully beckoned for me with her pointer finger.  I crawled up her body and placed a little kiss on her nose.  “I’ve never done this before Leah.” 
“I know … I won’t judge you too much.”  She giggled as she rubbed her nose against mine.  “I figured that’s why you’re hesitating too, must guys would’ve just stuck it in by now.”  I rolled my eyes at her and kissed her.  As we made out I maneuvered out of my boxer briefs.  Leah assisted me and opening her legs wider but I stumbled to enter her.  She broke our kiss and looked down. 
“Here, let me,” she whispered.  She took me in her hands and guided inside of her.  I entered her slowly and I watched her face in wonder and admiration.  She moaned softly as I went deeper.  She was so wet and so tight.  I was in awe of her.
“Faster Jake,” she moaned.  “Please!”  I nodded and began to really moved within her.  My nerves had completely disappeared.  I was being fueled by my own lust.  I thrust into her aggressively and she called out to me.  All of the pain and hurt I’d felt over the past few days had turned into raw lust.  “Oh Jake,” she called out again.”  She pulled me l closer to her and her nails dug into my shoulder blade as.  It hurt but the pleasure her body was giving me overrode that small discomfort. 
“Fuck,” uttered under my breath as we climbed higher.  She wrapped her long legs around my waist and locked her ankles.  She began to grind her pelvis to mine and a low groan hit the back of my throat.  That felt fucking magnificent. 
“Oh God,” she whimpered.  “Oh GOD, yes!”  Her movements began to quicken and I picked up the pace to match hers.  She clenched her eyes shut and as she moved faster still. 
“Leah, open your eyes.  I want to see you when you come,” I forced myself in her harder.  Tears were forming in her eyes. 
“That’s it Jake, that’s it!  Just like that … fuck!” 
“You’re so fucking beautiful Leah.”  I went to speak again but I felt her legs start to shake and she came gloriously, loudly, and all over me.  Her undoing started ignited something within me and I came seconds after her.  She closed her eyes and took at deep breath.  I kissed her forehead and watched as she regulated her breathing.  There was nothing but sweat and mangled sheets between us.
“Thank you Jake,” she whispered.
“The pleasure was all mine,” I said playfully as I slowly pulled out of her.  I lay at her side and stroked her hair.  “Do you … uh, do you think we’ll do this again?”  She arched her eyebrow at me and chuckled. 
“I’d hope that you’d have more in the tank … give me a minute to rest.” She closed her eyes again and I kissed her lips. 
“No I mean, like do you see this as just an one night affair?” I asked.  I didn’t want it to be this was the best and the most normal I’d felt in a really long time. 
“I really hadn’t thought that far into it Jake.  I didn’t plan to come over and do this with you tonight.  It’s weird how fate twists things sometimes.  I can’t give you any guarantees because I’m so messed up in the head, but I can give you right now … this very moment.” She wrapped her arms around me and laid her head on my chest.  “You saved my life it’s the least I can do.”
“It works both way Leah you saved mine too.”       
 

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