Response to: Bow Down by Beyonce’

I am personally glad that Beyonce’ created this song.  I think it ruffled a lot of women’s feathers and made them reevaluate their self worth.  

I know it made me ask the question why should I bow down to anyone

My accomplishments aren’t the same as ap pop star by any means, but Ido have milestones in my life for which I am proud.  I dealt with SO much hurt and drama.  Instead of reversing back to my previous mind frame of wishing for death, I gritted my teeth and stood firm.  

I survived.  (By the grace of God) 

I survived even though there were times I wished I hadn’t. 

I’m an educated, strong woman … that just realized her full potential.  

I won’t bow down because I know better than to down to any human on this Earth.  NOBODY SHOULD BOW DOWN!  

God gave me my gifts, just as he has issued blessings and gifts to us all.  I am his child, which makes me special in my own right.  

We are all special because we are made in his likeness.  Own it Ladies!!

Be Blessed

AJC

Deep Down

Love is real
Powerful and life changing
It is comfort
It is knowing
It is light …

Eternities have been spent studying the emotion deemed secondary

To each human, each soul it is necessary

It is purpose
It is motivation
It is caring …

The pursuit of love leads down dark narrow paths
Often being confused with obsession and lust

Each soul craves to feel desired and adored
To feel special
To feel beautiful
To feel more …

 
True love is rarely found
 
But I know it exists
 
Deep Down

The Only Way

One step closer
Close enough for our breath to touch
Two hands that rise to map the contours of my curves
His pressure matched with my desire
His force caused my resistance to crumble

Just once girl
You won’t forget it
Forgetting isn’t the problem I need to know I won’t regret it

Nah baby nah
My two arms in the air
He pulls my shirt off revealing me
He drops to his knees
I release the part of me that is rarely awakened

Ten scars on his back
Oh yeah baby just like that
Do you know how long I waited?

Too long
I told you baby I’d show you
Now turn around
See you don’t know
But I’ll show you
He slowly corrected my positioning

I wondered . . .
How long would my bliss last?
How long would I shimmer with our sex mingled?
How long would I have his attention?

OH YEAH BABY
Just like that
His touch invading my most private places
Naughty Naughty
Dying too nice
Wanting to do things right but this is the only way

To keep him
To have him
To hold him

The only way

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A Single Woman's Prayer

Now I lay me down to sleep

Dear Lord I pray for someone that’s sweet

Someone who wants to talk to me everyday

Who cares about what I’ve got to say

Somebody that holds me in his arms

Someone who possess me with his charm

Someone who is special and kind

Chosen for me by the Devine

Someone I everyday long to kiss

Someone that might’ve hurt me

Someone I miss …

Someone to replace the pillow that holds me tight

Someone I battle with but it’s worth the fight

Someone that thinks I’m better

Someone that thinks I’m worth forever.

Dear Lord I wish and pray

That someone will eventually feel this way

Yet deep down I know better

No man really dreams of forever

Not anymore

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Our First Time

He makes my heart race

He touches me there

My widened innocent eyes start to see the world in a blur as he

Kisses my neck

Unbuttons my blouse

Feels my skin

Loves me

I moan at the newness of this feel

As he undresses me further … slowly

He watches me and I watch him as I am now

Nude

Bare

Allowing him to witness all of my flaws

He’s now a witness

To all my scars

He pulls me into his arms

Beautiful

One word murmured … moreover breathed huskily into my ear

His lips

My lips

They play so sweetly together

As our body sing their painfully sweet lullaby

Our lust stains my sheets

My love seeps into his heart

His eyes stare into me

He’s learned me better than any other

I’ve given him my gift that I’ve held onto for decades

A single white flower, that he’s now stained red

A beautiful tragedy

The loss of an era for the gaining of something so much more

To be completed by him

No mistakes have been made

His touch makes me tingle

Though his pleasure is painful

His is so gentle

Caring

Sweet

He rocks me into a blissful sleep

I whisper the truth

Three words

I love you

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Body Parts

The same eyes that used to hold me with such respect and promise

Those same eyes now see me as the enemy

Because this time I said no

No it’s not okay for you to overlook me

It’s not okay for you to disrespect me

So that same mind connected to those eyes

Started to distort the truth

They whispered hate into those ears and now

Venomous lies pour from those lips

Those lips that I used to dream about kissing

Because that face, that held those eyes that connected to

What I thought

Was a pure soul … use to connect with my soul

Which would cause my heart to pound harder

That smile would touch those lips

Which would cause my lips to do the same

But those eyes view of me have now changed

Because I refused to be looked over

Because I tried to fight for what I wanted

Now that heart is now cold to me

I am now evil in that mind

My heart burns and aches confused by the swiftness of change